Connor Christopher Earnshaw

2006 - 2006
LocationBurnley
Age1 month, 10 days
Cause of DeathGenetic Condition
Date of Birth23/04/2006
Date of Death02/06/2006
Visitors5,899 since 26/01/2008
Creator

Myself and my partner had been trying for a baby for five years.
It started to get a bit upseting seeing my brother and sisters having babies and me not being able
to conceive, but when my nephew and neice were born in 2005 I started getting morning sickness so I
decided to do a test it came up positive and my partner and I were the proudest people alive. When
we went for the 20 week scan we found out we were having our first baby boy, my son I thought to
myself I couldnt have been happier. Every pay day I would go down town and look for really cute baby
boy things. Weeks went by and my partner and I had decided to name our unborn son Connor. At round
about 30 weeks we got all his nursery things and bedroom ready we were so excited. I can remember it
being a hot day in April and I started to get really bad back ache so my mum took me up to the
delivery ward and the midwife put me on a monitor and told me my baby was destressed so I would have
to stay in hospital and then they could keep an eye on me. It got into the early hours of the
morning and the midwife broke my waters and after a couple of hours of contractions I gave birth to
my beautiful son Connor. I had been waiting for this moment for 9 months to meet my baby and hold
him in my arms but that moment never came he was rushed to intensive care the midwifes reasured me
he was going to be fine and they would take me to see him soon. A few hours had passed and they took
me to see him and he was beautiful. The nurses told us we wouldnt be aloud to take him home for
about four weeks, because he was poorly. He had to have lots of tests done and a few specialists
came to see him we later found out Connor was going to die from a life Threatening illness, Gauchers
Disease.
Connor lived until he was 6 weeks old. All our dreams had been shatterd. Why us?? we had longed for
children, I would have been a great mum I have so much love to give and no baby to give it to. In
the future we do hope to have another baby that we can love but it will mean lots of tests and if
the baby is not healthy I would have to have an abortion because mine and my partners cells dont
mix. We love you connor more then anything in the world you are mummy and daddys little prince and
not a day goes by when we dont think about you. Rest in peace our special little angel, God loaned
you out to us for 6 short weeks and needed you back. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You are only a dream away goodnite and godbless xxxx

please light a candle for my uncle robert eddleston


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Friends are like Angels

Friends are like Angels
Who brighten our days.
In all kinds of wonderful,
Magical ways.
Their thoughtfulness comes,
As a gift from above.
And we feel we're surrounded,
By warm, caring love.
Like upside-down rainbows,
Their smiles bring the sun.
And they fill ho-hum moments,
With laughter and fun.
Friends are like angels,
Without any wings.
Blessing our lives,
With the most precious things.

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Thank you my friend for all your support for me and my angels.
Love and hugs Always gail & carla xxxxxxxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) July 26, 2009

Dear Lord in heaven above Give our angels all our love Hold them gently when they feel blue And let them know we miss them too. Sending you all our love gail & carla xxx sorry no candles tommorrow as i will be at my friends funneral but you & your angels will be in our thoughts godbless you all.xxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) July 20, 2009

THANK YOU FRIEND FOR ALL YOU DO Thank you, friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.

Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.

Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.

For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you; thank you, friend for all your support yesterday on our angel mum mollies Anniversary & for all the lovely candles & tributes & beautiful pictures sending love to you & your Angels love always gail kevin & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) July 19, 2009

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I would like to take this opportunity
To thank everyone for all the messages
And photographs that I have received
Since the birth of Our Third Grandson Millar Chris
They are all very much appreciated
I have read every single one

It’s brilliant to have a baby in the family again,
We are over the moon, but a little sad his
Uncle Christopher won’t get a chance to meet him,
He was a wonderful Uncle to our other two Grandson’s
Jack & Layton they miss him terribly… we all do.

Thanks again
Angela A Very Happy Gran X…. But A Very Sad Mum X

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Tributes for this weekend


FOR FRIDAY

Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.

We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.

Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.

But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.

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FOR SATURDAY

Right now I'm in a different place
And though we seem apart
I'm closer than I ever was
... I'm there inside your heart

I'm with you when you greet each day
And while the sun shines bright
I'm there to share the sunsets, too
... I'm with you every night

I'm with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two,
And if a tear should start to fall
... I'll still be there for you

And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart,
I'll smile and hold you close to me
Forever in my heart

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FOR SUNDAY

I lose my grip on reality
On each day that passes by;
I haven't a clue where I'm headed
Oh how this pain makes me cry

My world is changing so quickly
And I'm losing everything in sight;
Why can't things go back to how it used to be
So that everything would be alright

Why do we have to lose the ones we love
It's just not fair, it's just not right;
Oh why God do you take them
Can't you see, I'm filled with fright

The days come and go
But the pain, it stays forever;
It never really leaves your soul
When you know, you'll no longer be together

Your heart, it's ripped wide open
And even though you try to hide;
It will break and bleed continuously
And feel as though it will never subside

I can take this pain no longer
Oh how it's killing me inside;
What suffering we have to go through
When the ones we love, have died


Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe July 16, 2009

STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN Silky white clouds are all around
The blue of the sky that do surround
I step ever closer to reach my goal
No matter how steep or painfully slow
I look to the One who’s face I see
And to His promise, He’ll come back for me

As I travel this long, lengthy path
I look around for God’s holy wrath
It gets closer and closer to view
I’m now going down, my worries grew
Then I looked up to His glorious face
On the wings of God’s most spacious grace
And my journey has now, once again
Found those precious steps that do ascend

So many people from all parts of my life
From my mother to my brother and even my wife
Are walking these steps just hence to me
As I look at them, I fail to see
I’m now going down, away from my goal
It seems God’s grace has ceased to flow
As these steps were dropping so deep
My descent, I knew, would soon be complete
Until I looked up, to see Him afar

He sent me a bright, glistening star
To once again light my very way
And turn the night into a brilliant day
But with this path, so long and so steep
I can’t go any faster, even when I leap
So I’m resigned to move steady and slow
Believing each day His face will bestow

A means for direction that I must take
Living my life, simply, for Christ’s sake
I mustn’t worry about what’s all around
For those are only things, here on the ground
My eyes must be focused up there
For my path is laid, when that’s where I stare. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) July 2, 2009

ALL I CAN SAY IS I MISS YOU I remembered the day I was with you
You made me feel like a matured girl
You taught me right from wrong
You showed the way to be like you

I was hoping that I woudn't lose you
But the time has come
I should go far away and live in my dreams

But its hard to say goodbye
From all the laughter you gave
From all I felt of you
All I can say is I Miss You

Now that we are far away
Memories' still in my mind
How can I live without you…

But I still wait for the right time
The time to be happy being with you
That's what I've been waiting for…
LOVE ALWAYS AUNTIE GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) July 1, 2009

BLESS GODS HOUSE & OUR ANGELS Bless this house O Lord we pray; Make it safe by night and day;
Bless these walls so firm and stout, Keeping want and trouble out;
Bless the roof and chimneys tall, Let thy peace lie over all;
Bless this door, that it may prove ever open to joy and love.

Bless these windows shining bright, Letting in God's heav'nly light;
Bless the hearth a'blazing there, With smoke ascending like a prayer;
Bless the folk who dwell within, Keep them pure and free from sin;
Bless us all that we may be Fit O Lord to dwell with thee;
Bless us all that one day we May dwell O Lord with thee. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) June 30, 2009

SHINING STAR IN THE SKY I’m the shining star in the sky



I’m impossible to miss



I have a place in heaven



It’s the reason I exist







God created me special



To illuminate your life



To bring you joy and hope



In a world that’s full of strife
LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) June 25, 2009

God's Garden

THE Lord God planted a garden
In the first white days of the world,
And He set there an angel warden
In a garment of light enfurled.


So near to the peace of Heaven,
That the hawk might nest with the wren,
For there in the cool of the even
God walked with the first of men.
And I dream that these garden-closes
With their shade and their sun-flecked sod
And their lilies and bowers of roses,
Were laid by the hand of God.

The kiss of the sun for pardon,
The song of the birds for mirth,--
One is nearer God's heart in a garden
Than anywhere else on earth.
love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) June 22, 2009

ANGEL Angel by my side
Through my life you gently guide
One of God's helpers from above
So gentle kind and full of love.
With my life you come to share
Thou often I forget you're there
Angel Angel by my side
Through my life you gently glide. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) June 21, 2009
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