| Location | Burnley |
| Age | 1 month, 10 days |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 23/04/2006 |
| Date of Death | 02/06/2006 |
| Visitors | 5,900 since 26/01/2008 |
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Myself and my partner had been trying for a baby for five years.
It started to get a bit upseting seeing my brother and sisters having babies and me not being able
to conceive, but when my nephew and neice were born in 2005 I started getting morning sickness so I
decided to do a test it came up positive and my partner and I were the proudest people alive. When
we went for the 20 week scan we found out we were having our first baby boy, my son I thought to
myself I couldnt have been happier. Every pay day I would go down town and look for really cute baby
boy things. Weeks went by and my partner and I had decided to name our unborn son Connor. At round
about 30 weeks we got all his nursery things and bedroom ready we were so excited. I can remember it
being a hot day in April and I started to get really bad back ache so my mum took me up to the
delivery ward and the midwife put me on a monitor and told me my baby was destressed so I would have
to stay in hospital and then they could keep an eye on me. It got into the early hours of the
morning and the midwife broke my waters and after a couple of hours of contractions I gave birth to
my beautiful son Connor. I had been waiting for this moment for 9 months to meet my baby and hold
him in my arms but that moment never came he was rushed to intensive care the midwifes reasured me
he was going to be fine and they would take me to see him soon. A few hours had passed and they took
me to see him and he was beautiful. The nurses told us we wouldnt be aloud to take him home for
about four weeks, because he was poorly. He had to have lots of tests done and a few specialists
came to see him we later found out Connor was going to die from a life Threatening illness, Gauchers
Disease.
Connor lived until he was 6 weeks old. All our dreams had been shatterd. Why us?? we had longed for
children, I would have been a great mum I have so much love to give and no baby to give it to. In
the future we do hope to have another baby that we can love but it will mean lots of tests and if
the baby is not healthy I would have to have an abortion because mine and my partners cells dont
mix. We love you connor more then anything in the world you are mummy and daddys little prince and
not a day goes by when we dont think about you. Rest in peace our special little angel, God loaned
you out to us for 6 short weeks and needed you back. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You are only a dream away goodnite and godbless xxxx
please light a candle for my uncle robert eddleston
HOW DO WE COPE EVERY DAY So many days.......
have passed us by....
we want you back....
we sit down and cry...
How do we cope...
we really don't know...
we want to fall in a heap...
But we keep on the go...
Thinking of memories...
we end up with a tear....
we know you can see us...
we feel you near....
You send us signs....
To brighten our day....
To let us know...
You are okay....
Our broken hearts ache....
they are so sore...
we think of you ...
And the tears just pour....
Well we must go..
To fight another day....
Please don't forget..
You're in our hearts to stay..........
love always gail & carla.xxx
ANGEL WHISPERS ~~~~~~~I WISH I COULD GROW WINGS
I wish I could grow wings like an Angel so true.
I would fly to you when you are feeling down and blue.
I would circle all around you from up above.
To show you my open heart and my love.
I wish I could grow wings and fly up high.
I would bring you bright stars from the sky.
I wish I could grow wings fluffy and white.
I would fly down and hug you in the night.
I can't grow wings for you my friend,
So just remember I'll love you until the end.
� Angel Whispers love always gail & carla.xxx
Guardian Angel
You swept me off my feet
And put into my heart such fiery heat
At first sight I would not have known
The kind of love and protection I'd be shown
You've helped me through the good and bad
For meeting you I am so glad
You are my guardian angel and soulmate
And we both know it is fate
Forever you will hold me in your arms
Because of you I know I'll never be harmed
I am yours and you are mine
Forever and ever will be just fine
love always gail & carla.xxx
all our love gail & carla.xxx......oooO.......... ....
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The Lord will always walk with you
Along life's blessed beach,
His footprints there beside your own,
Always within reach. Two sets of footprints,
Side-by-side, from dawn to setting sun,
Yet there may come a day, my child,
When you'll see only one.
But do not think the Lord has left you-
Nothing could be more wrong.
It's just that He has picked you up,
To carry you along......
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ROSES ROSES ROSES GROWING EVERYWHERE You love the roses - so do I. I wish
The sky would rain down roses, as they rain
From off the shaken bush. Why will it not?
Then all the valley would be pink and white
And soft to tread on. They would fall as light
As feathers, smelling sweet: and it would be
Like sleeping and yet waking, all at once. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX
ROSES ROSES ROSES GROWING EVERYWHERE You love the roses - so do I. I wish
The sky would rain down roses, as they rain
From off the shaken bush. Why will it not?
Then all the valley would be pink and white
And soft to tread on. They would fall as light
As feathers, smelling sweet: and it would be
Like sleeping and yet waking, all at once. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX
POEMS FOR OUR PRECIOUS ANGELS One of my favourites is:
When a mom goes on to Heaven
She leaves behind a prayer
She asks the Lord to comfort
And keep loved ones in His care.
She knows someday she’ll see them
It’s why she could bear to go.
Her love runs ever deeper
Don’t you know?
So when the sun shines on your face
And a breeze blows you a kiss,
It might just be your Mother
Letting you know how much you’re missed.
A gentle sweet reminder
To let you know that you are dear
Her thoughts of you a prayer
That keeps her near. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX
A Silent Tear
Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind
Don’t cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear
Don’t think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, Ill never grow old
I'm in that place that’s filled with love
Known to you all, as 'UP ABOVE'XXX
A Silent Tear
Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind
Don’t cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear
Don’t think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, Ill never grow old
I'm in that place that’s filled with love
Known to you all, as 'UP ABOVE'XXX
Angels melody
Floating, swirling gracefully,
Like a whisper in the wind;
A silent peaceful presence,
The angels Heaven sends.
Dazzling brilliant flashes,
Illuminate the night;
As Heavenly host soar to and fro,
Clothed in shimmering light.
Wings outspread in splendor,
They glide among the clouds;
As angels dance across night skies,
Their laughter rings out loud.
The laughter falls from heaven,
A joy filled harmony;
Then sprinkles down upon the earth,
An angel's melody.
A laughter sent to soothe the heart,
To calm the restless soul;
God's gift of angels to mankind,
Sent to make them whole.
The laughter of the angels,
That joy filled harmony;
Sprinkles down upon the earth,
An angel's melody. love always gail & carla.XXX
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