Connor Christopher Earnshaw

2006 - 2006
LocationBurnley
Age1 month, 10 days
Cause of DeathGenetic Condition
Date of Birth23/04/2006
Date of Death02/06/2006
Visitors5,900 since 26/01/2008
Creator

Myself and my partner had been trying for a baby for five years.
It started to get a bit upseting seeing my brother and sisters having babies and me not being able
to conceive, but when my nephew and neice were born in 2005 I started getting morning sickness so I
decided to do a test it came up positive and my partner and I were the proudest people alive. When
we went for the 20 week scan we found out we were having our first baby boy, my son I thought to
myself I couldnt have been happier. Every pay day I would go down town and look for really cute baby
boy things. Weeks went by and my partner and I had decided to name our unborn son Connor. At round
about 30 weeks we got all his nursery things and bedroom ready we were so excited. I can remember it
being a hot day in April and I started to get really bad back ache so my mum took me up to the
delivery ward and the midwife put me on a monitor and told me my baby was destressed so I would have
to stay in hospital and then they could keep an eye on me. It got into the early hours of the
morning and the midwife broke my waters and after a couple of hours of contractions I gave birth to
my beautiful son Connor. I had been waiting for this moment for 9 months to meet my baby and hold
him in my arms but that moment never came he was rushed to intensive care the midwifes reasured me
he was going to be fine and they would take me to see him soon. A few hours had passed and they took
me to see him and he was beautiful. The nurses told us we wouldnt be aloud to take him home for
about four weeks, because he was poorly. He had to have lots of tests done and a few specialists
came to see him we later found out Connor was going to die from a life Threatening illness, Gauchers
Disease.
Connor lived until he was 6 weeks old. All our dreams had been shatterd. Why us?? we had longed for
children, I would have been a great mum I have so much love to give and no baby to give it to. In
the future we do hope to have another baby that we can love but it will mean lots of tests and if
the baby is not healthy I would have to have an abortion because mine and my partners cells dont
mix. We love you connor more then anything in the world you are mummy and daddys little prince and
not a day goes by when we dont think about you. Rest in peace our special little angel, God loaned
you out to us for 6 short weeks and needed you back. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You are only a dream away goodnite and godbless xxxx

please light a candle for my uncle robert eddleston


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FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE GOLD YOU CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH

My Friend ♥

♥ I've written a poem ♥
♥ Sealed with a kiss ♥
♥ If you're my friend answer me this ♥

♥ Are we friends or are we not ♥
♥ You told me once but i forgot ♥

♥ So tell me now ♥
♥ And tell me true ♥

♥ So you can say i'm here for you ♥
♥ Of all the friends i've ever met ♥
♥ You're the one I won't forget ♥

♥ And if I die before you do ♥
♥ I'll go to heaven and wait for you ♥

♥ Send this to everyone you consider as a friend ♥

♥ JUST LIKE I HAVE ♥
I would like to thank you for all the lovely candles,
tributes and pictures most of all for your friendship
Love always and forever gail & carla.xxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 23, 2009

Friends are like Angels

Friends are like Angels
Who brighten our days.
In all kinds of wonderful,
Magical ways.
Their thoughtfulness comes,
As a gift from above.
And we feel we're surrounded,
By warm, caring love.
Like upside-down rainbows,
Their smiles bring the sun.
And they fill ho-hum moments,
With laughter and fun.
Friends are like angels,
Without any wings.
Blessing our lives,
With the most precious things.

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__***_____SENDING___ ___***___
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Thank you my friend for all your support for me and my angels.
Love and hugs Always gail & carla xxxxxxxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 22, 2009

The Wings of an Angel

Wings of Protection
by Marco Krooswijk

The touch of the angel
Innocent and caring
The wings spread out and cover my eyes
Protect me from any harm
That would come over me
But I take them away and sent them to you
For it is the only thing I can do
To show you I care
As comfort in these hard times
And me not being around
So angel watch over her
Don't let her get hurt
Do it as a personal favour...
...For me... love Always gail & carla. XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 20, 2009

To Baby Connor lots of love & cuddles from gail & carla xxx

If Teddy Bears Ruled The World
If teddy bears ruled the world,
Oh my, what a wonderful place.
Everyone would be happy.
There would be a smile on every face.
We would picnic every Sunday
At our favorite old oak tree.
We would sing and dance and prance about,
Just playing joyfully.

We would all be nice to each other
And always lend a hand.
Ready with a bear hug,
We would always understand.

We would all be happy when something nice
Happened for one of our friends
And our friendships would last forever.
Nothing would cause them to end.

We would be kind to everyone,
Not just those in our own home,
But to everyone throughout our world,
Wherever we may roam.

Yes, if teddy bears ruled the world,
What a wonderful life this would be.
Our hearts would always be happy
As we danced by the old oak tree. love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 18, 2009

MEMORIES OF YOU

Memories of you...
Will stay in my heart forever,
Memories of you...
I will always treasure.
Memories of you...
make me feel warm inside,
Memories of you...
are the love I cannot hide.
Memories of you...
help me through the day,
Memories of you...
will never fade away.
Memories of you...
are beautiful and dear,
They seem to grow still brighter
with every passing year.

Precious words by Sophia Parker

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A GUARDIAN ANGEL

Flew down from above,
To teach me a lesson
About the powers of love.
She whispers to me,
Take a hold of my hand,
There are so many things
I wish you to understand.
About the powers of love,
And all it can do,
To someone who needs
To share it with you.
A pat on the back,
A kind smile on your face,
Can make someone's life,
A much brighter place.
It doesn't take much,
To show someone you care,
To give them the love,
God gave you to share.
So please keep in mind,
All the powers you possess,
To grace someone's life,
When they're in distress.
You've been put on this earth
To bestow the powers of love,
And with those final words,
She disappeared up above.
love always gail & carla.xxx have a great weekend.

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 16, 2009

Wings From Heaven

Your spirit call upon me this morning
My thought's told me to go to the river
I stood on the bank
Gazing into the water
Before me, were the rocks where you once sat
Those were the days!
I miss your laughter so my sweet friend
I lift my hand to wipe the tear that fell across my cheek
I felt the brush of your hand
I turned!
The earth stopped!
Bird's were chirping
Accompanying a beautiful melody
The river was still
Your eyes sparkle with radiance
I run to embrace you
You caress me
You ask me to dance
I held your hand
We soared above the floor of the river
I felt rapture
A deep warmth of tranquility
You whispered
"I'll always be close by"
A kiss fell upon my cheek
There I was, standing on the bank of the river
Alone!
Knowing, my dear friend sweet breath was resting in Heaven
Watching over me... love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 15, 2009

Angels melody
Floating, swirling gracefully,
Like a whisper in the wind;
A silent peaceful presence,
The angels Heaven sends.

Dazzling brilliant flashes,
Illuminate the night;
As Heavenly host soar to and fro,
Clothed in shimmering light.

Wings outspread in splendor,
They glide among the clouds;
As angels dance across night skies,
Their laughter rings out loud.

The laughter falls from heaven,
A joy filled harmony;
Then sprinkles down upon the earth,
An angel's melody.

A laughter sent to soothe the heart,
To calm the restless soul;
God's gift of angels to mankind,
Sent to make them whole.

The laughter of the angels,
That joy filled harmony;
Sprinkles down upon the earth,
An angel's melody. love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 14, 2009

SWEETDREAMS FROM ALL OUR ANGELS IN HEAVEN.XXX
(JUST SAY) GOOD NIGHT

Don't tell me, "Good-bye," just say, "Good night."

I'm going to a place where the Light is shining bright.

It's a wonderful Land that is not made by hands,

And all these questions of life, we'll understand. LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 13, 2009

love from our Angels in heaven.XXX
Hugs From Heaven
by Charlotte Anselmo

When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.

If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.

If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.

If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.

If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.

So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 13, 2009

morning Connor sweetheart.XXX

Butterfly


A butterfly can fly away,
A butterfly can be a kiss,
A butterfly can be such a gaze,
A butterfly can die just like that.
That's what happened to you.
God took you,
Turned you into a butterfly,
And you flew away. love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 12, 2009
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