Connor Christopher Earnshaw

2006 - 2006
LocationBurnley
Age1 month, 10 days
Cause of DeathGenetic Condition
Date of Birth23/04/2006
Date of Death02/06/2006
Visitors5,898 since 26/01/2008
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Myself and my partner had been trying for a baby for five years.
It started to get a bit upseting seeing my brother and sisters having babies and me not being able
to conceive, but when my nephew and neice were born in 2005 I started getting morning sickness so I
decided to do a test it came up positive and my partner and I were the proudest people alive. When
we went for the 20 week scan we found out we were having our first baby boy, my son I thought to
myself I couldnt have been happier. Every pay day I would go down town and look for really cute baby
boy things. Weeks went by and my partner and I had decided to name our unborn son Connor. At round
about 30 weeks we got all his nursery things and bedroom ready we were so excited. I can remember it
being a hot day in April and I started to get really bad back ache so my mum took me up to the
delivery ward and the midwife put me on a monitor and told me my baby was destressed so I would have
to stay in hospital and then they could keep an eye on me. It got into the early hours of the
morning and the midwife broke my waters and after a couple of hours of contractions I gave birth to
my beautiful son Connor. I had been waiting for this moment for 9 months to meet my baby and hold
him in my arms but that moment never came he was rushed to intensive care the midwifes reasured me
he was going to be fine and they would take me to see him soon. A few hours had passed and they took
me to see him and he was beautiful. The nurses told us we wouldnt be aloud to take him home for
about four weeks, because he was poorly. He had to have lots of tests done and a few specialists
came to see him we later found out Connor was going to die from a life Threatening illness, Gauchers
Disease.
Connor lived until he was 6 weeks old. All our dreams had been shatterd. Why us?? we had longed for
children, I would have been a great mum I have so much love to give and no baby to give it to. In
the future we do hope to have another baby that we can love but it will mean lots of tests and if
the baby is not healthy I would have to have an abortion because mine and my partners cells dont
mix. We love you connor more then anything in the world you are mummy and daddys little prince and
not a day goes by when we dont think about you. Rest in peace our special little angel, God loaned
you out to us for 6 short weeks and needed you back. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You are only a dream away goodnite and godbless xxxx

please light a candle for my uncle robert eddleston


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Reaching For The Stars

My dreams I have continued to pursue
Up high I tried to reach all the stars in view
You stood by me all the way through
Gave me hope that a better future will ensue
Kept me grounded when too high I flew
Urged me on when hopelessness grew
Now I believe dreams can come true
Because in my life there is you. love always gail & carla.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 11, 2009

OUR ANGELS ARE NEVER FAR AWAY
~We've never had to look far to find our angels.
Angels have never really been out of reach.
We can always discover angels from the inside-out,
Because it is the angel inside us who can
Point the way to all our other angels.~ LOVE ALWAYS GAIL & CARLA.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 10, 2009

THE DIFFERENCE~

I got up early one morning and rushed right into the day.
I had so much to accomplish that I didn't have time to pray.
Problems just tumbled about me, and heavier came the task.
"Why doesn't God help me?" I wondered. He answered, "You didn't ask."
I wanted to see joy and beauty, but the day toiled on, gray and bleak.
I wondered why God didn't show me. He said "But you didn't seek."
I tried to come into God's presence; I used all my keys at the lock.
God gently and lovingly chided, "My child, you didn't knock."
I woke up early this morning, and paused before entering the day;
I had so much to accomplish that I had to take a little time to pray.
Author Unknown THANKYOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT & FOR LOOKING AFTER MY ANGELS WHILE IVE HAD THE FLU STILL NOT FULLY RECOVERED BUT JUST HAD TO SAY HELLO TO MY GREAT FRIENDS LOTS OF LOVE GAIL.XXX

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 9, 2009

GUARDIAN ANGEL - MY FAVORITE FRIEND!

Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend!
I look to you from morning until daylight end!
From the heavens I call on you
To Watch over me and a the little ones!
With each day I feel your presence.
I know you are right beside me.
I know when I feel lost, you guide!
I know when I feel lonely, you hope!
I know you give me strength to do my deeds!
It is in you Dear Angel That I believe!
So when you are going to sleep each night,
Remember to Thank Your Guardian Angel
for guiding you to Heavens Light!
love always gail & carla xxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 2, 2009

GUARDIAN ANGEL - MY FAVORITE FRIEND!

Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend!
I look to you from morning until daylight end!
From the heavens I call on you
To Watch over me and a the little ones!
With each day I feel your presence.
I know you are right beside me.
I know when I feel lost, you guide!
I know when I feel lonely, you hope!
I know you give me strength to do my deeds!
It is in you Dear Angel That I believe!
So when you are going to sleep each night,
Remember to Thank Your Guardian Angel
for guiding you to Heavens Light!
love always gail & carla xxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 2, 2009

Angels watcing us from Above in heaven.xxx
Watching from above
send you messages of love...
Because they know the pain you feel
and that you need their care to heal...
Through their loving, kind devotion
they'll set your world in spiritual motion...
And just as winter warms into spring
a new awakening they will bring...
Today your heart is filled with sadness
Tomorrow's dawn will bring you gladness...
And you will know that it's in God's love
That Angels watch you from above...
By, Elizabeth Lucas enjoy your weekend love gail & carla.xxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) May 1, 2009

a kiss for an Angel
♥ *•Goodmorning Angel•*♥
A kiss we send to Heaven♥
A kiss to you above♥
A kiss that is very special♥
To you with all my love Always gail & carla.xxxxx
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Gail Pollock (Close Friend) April 30, 2009

I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
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Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) April 28, 2009

Love to a very special Angel love always gail & carla.xxx
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I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.
Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?
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We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.
So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.
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Gail Pollock (Close Friend) April 26, 2009

ღ ♥ღ GOODNIGHT ANGEL, SWEET DREAMS ღ ♥ღ

ღ♥ღ☆ Tiny star, Shining Bright, It's Time for Me to say Goodnight. So close your Eyes & Snuggle up Tight, I'm wishing you Sweet Dreams Tonight ★ღ♥ღ


GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART. X

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love always gail & carla.xxx

Gail Pollock (Close Friend) April 14, 2009
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